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Why am I wasting my time and energy? Well done, Madam, but I’m afraid I can’t be with you any longer. It’s over!!!”

I finally decided to tell Joe but describe it from a third-person perspective. At the very least, I needed to know his reaction to this to know if I could open up to him.

Hmmm… But this time, Kevin didn’t want it, I did. One more kiss, a last goodbye kiss wouldn’t hurt.
There I was, back to the cycle with the desire for more.

Thanks to the numerous videos and messages I found. If you happened to look through my browser history at the time, all you’d discover were questions like “should I tell my partner everything, is kissing wrong, and what is the true definition of cheating?”.

Before you start criticizing me, understand that I was not pleased with my decision to keep it to myself. But I believed that was the best course of action. One thing has always been a problem in our relationship: Joe doesn’t know how to handle the truth. You’re in trouble if you lie to him, and even if you tell him the truth about anything that went wrong, you’ll still be in much more trouble.

Joe had never met Kevin, but I had casually mentioned him in one of our conversations. He clearly couldn’t have guessed my feelings because I didn’t say much. It meant that reintroducing Kevin into our conversation would require a lengthy explanation. Where do I even begin? How do I tell him that I have been hanging out with this guy I barely even talk about?.